Giving up, but in a good way

I don't or no longer, trust myself to lose weight.  As a spiritual person, I left it in God's hands.  I want to do things God's way.  I have been frustrated for a long time and I want to follow the doctor's orders.  I didn't realize that all it took is to diet and exercise.  It pains me to write that I tend to make the simple complicated.  I feel so much better and calmer today than I have in a while.