Today is the day...

I did not get to eat a whole lot today.  I ate less than 1200 calories even, which is too low.  I was tired of the whole diet and losing weight thing.  So what did I do?  I prayed for the strength, wisdom, and motivation to lose weight.  I wish I had prayed for patience as well.  I could use it.  I ate a peanut butter and preserve sandwich for dinner.  I eat what is available in the kitchen, which I need to stop doing.  I know that there is healthier fare in the house and I should consume that instead.  I hope that don't have an inversion to healthy foods.  I want to lose weight and keep it off.