Extra 79 points

I have become disappointed in myself.  I am so saddened about my lack of progress.  I am trying so hard to lose weight.  Now I know why I quit Weight Watchers a second time.  I gave up.  I feel like giving up.  I see myself as a failure right now.  I have low self-esteem and now I see myself as someone who is fat and lazy.  I have dealt with being overweight and being given a hard time about who I am.  I sometimes wish that things could change.  It is hard doing something about it.  Right now, I have an extra 79 points.  Yep, I definitely need help.