Saturday, March 18, 2017

Things I have realized

I realize that I needed help a long time ago.  I have yet to be fully diagnosed by a physician.  For years, I felt powerless to do anything.  I don't want to feel that way anymore.  I don't crave healthy foods, and I have written and prayed a lot about losing weight.  I feel like over the years, I have all but dealt with guilt and giving up.  I admit to giving up on myself, which is something I didn't recall doing.  I don't want to be that way either.  I don't know where to begin, but I would like to overcome the guilt and the feeling of powerlessness or one day it will be closer to even worse health.  Time is just too short.