I realize that I needed help a long time ago. I have yet to be fully diagnosed by a physician. For years, I felt powerless to do anything. I don't want to feel that way anymore. I don't crave healthy foods, and I have written and prayed a lot about losing weight. I feel like over the years, I have all but dealt with guilt and giving up. I admit to giving up on myself, which is something I didn't recall doing. I don't want to be that way either. I don't know where to begin, but I would like to overcome the guilt and the feeling of powerlessness or one day it will be closer to even worse health. Time is just too short.