I will not give up. I didn't know where to begin. I still don't but I have trouble being consistent and wanting to lose weight without stress in my life. That is why I have binged. I guess it is a form of emotional eating that I need help for. I am a glutton who needed a Savior who could give me the guidance that I so desperately needed. Maybe it was the fact that I felt free yet I was trapped because of the food that I ate. Today I feel pretty calm. I wonder if it is related to something else. I needed help controling my appetite. I also needed help with following doctor's orders. I have diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, and PCOS. Oh, and not to mention I have stress that is hard to manage. I need help managing my stress. Life is too short and it has gotten shorter everyday. Time goes by very fast.