I feel like I should. However, I do something so stupid. I am a person who doesn't wish to quit. I really don't want to give up. I am just tired. Am I really 40, fat, and fed up? Could it be that life is passing me by? I know it makes no sense whether or not I should give up. Eating two bags of popcorn will not help me lose weight, especially when one of them has added butter. That to me is a symbol of my wanting to give up. I have grown tired of logging in everything that I have eaten and all of what I drink during the course of a day. Sometimes being fat is too much to bear. Also, being tired is even more. Should I give up? No I should not give up, because I am ever hopeful. Eating loaves of bread, chicken, and white rice would also not constitute a healthy diet either. Sometimes, I cannot take anymore. Other times I just wish to get started. I want to say what is a girl to do, yet in times like these, the answer is no. I will not give up. I am too fixated on losing weight, true. I have done little or nothing to truly change. It is time to begin.