I have eaten and boy, have I eaten. I have become a glutton. It hurts because I have gained weight. For all of the talk about losing weight, I now wonder if that is what I want to do. There are times when I want to do that more than anything and there are times when my heart just isn't into it. Now it is a time when it is as if I don't care anymore. Maybe that is it. My mind says I need to lose weight. Verbally I don't want to say anything. But my heart is silent.