I have given total and complete control over to the Lord. I was so frustrated that it left me eating more. I have binged for the past few days and I am proud of it. I needed to take inventory of my life. And I also needed to take inventory over my health. I admit that I am not in the best health. I gained weight which is causing me worry. That is not a good thing. I just couldn't take it anymore. So I prayed about it. I needed wisdom and I believe that my prayer will be answered.