I will have to be careful with how I eat because of my health. I am not always careful and I am not always proud of myself when I eat. I am grateful for the 25-30 pounds that I have lost so far. I only want to do well for myself. I am doing well for myself but the problem is I felt that I was losing weight too slowly. Maybe I am not. Maybe it was one of those cases where I need to examine myself and where I am really going.