I am often afraid of being honest with what I ate and how I ate. Lately I have been struggling. I am now on Weight watchers and I feel like I am wasting money on the program. I know that I cannot go at it alone. I have tried other things. I just don't have the desire to lose weight and that is a great shame. I need help in that area. My weight has gone down ironically, yet I realize that my diet is not healthy. I could use some help. I have PCOS and I don't eat according to the health guidelines. I realize and know that my health is something that I don't SEEM to take seriously but I do. For every wing I eat and for every brownie I eat, I get into this mode of non-stop eating. I don't know if it is hormonal or emotional, but I feel like giving up as a result. I realize that something is wrong with me.