Saturday, April 18, 2015
The root cause is fear..
I prayed about this. I believe that the root cause is fear. There is a fear of failure. There is also the fear of getting off track which is connected to the fear of failure. I felt like I have failed myself, and failed miserably. I look at my menus and I rarely follow them, so they are often proposed. I also take a look at my Weight Watchers tracked menus and I see that that is the truth. I have to realize that I live in a house with another person. We often consume different types of foods. She likes all types of greens while I don't eat as much of it. She likes tomatoes and rice, but I am not a fan of it. She eats fried cornbread, which I don't like. It is difficult to make a short list and it is also difficult to save on food. I would like to make a realistic budget, if that is possible. I feel like that is a hard thing to do. What do I need to do? Should I change my tastes? Should she? That in reality won't happen. So how do I deal with shopping for two people with a budget for an entire month and save? That is a question that I need to answer. I believe that if I could answer those questions, then it could go a long way into how I would deal with the fear of failure.